I have a little side business. It's been doing fairly well and surpassing any goals I had set for it. Photography is something I enjoy, but I knew I would take the risk of losing passion for it by turning it into a business. Thankfully, it didn't ever get to that point, until five kids entered the picture.

Now I find myself just wanting to be with them, care for them, and do my best at the most important job of all, a wife and a mother. After all, who they become as people will affect the world far more than what I photograph.

I'm thinking they need some quality rearing about now...

For some reason, through the birth of the latest babies, I have come head to head with a lot of convictions. Even "crafting" and "creating" has taken a back seat. Yes, I enjoy both. I enjoy making my home a creative space, but making sure each child is loved, making sure each child feels loved, and making sure each child shows love is my main priority.

I will continue keeping my business running. I trust that the Lord will ultimately tell me when to stop it entirely, but for now, it does still hold the purpose of supporting Kid's education. I am just saying "no" and learning to say "no" a lot. I'm learning to not let my competitive nature in the industry overshadow my reasons for slowing down.

*If you are a client, please know that I am pacing myself at the best possible pace for my family. Be patient with me, and if you are unable to do so, I would be more than happy to refer you to some amazing photographers!

(now back to changing diapers and kissing sweet newborn heads...)